you said all you want is for me to get better but when i lie awake at night i wish you were worse at least if you're bad too then i'm not the problem if everything's my fault then why does it hurt?

god i remember every time you told me you loved me now you tell me you lied we could have been something but i wasnt right you told me you loved me so why did you lie?

and now when i fall asleep i still leave the bed half-empty i see your face, all messed up from me from acts that you made me do 'cause it's the only way you wanted me to love you

you said all you want is for me to get better but when i lie awake at night i wish you were worse at least if you're bad too then i'm not the problem if everything's my fault then why does it hurt?

you've still got that dress from when we could match i burned it to tell myself i'm not attached i scream in silence 'cause you said i'm too angry but if i was too much then why were we married?

and when im all alone i stare at all our photos 'cause you're in the background of every picture i'd take when did our love turn to hate?

you said all you want is for me to get better but when i lie awake at night i wish you were worse at least if you're bad too then i'm not the problem if everything's my fault then why does it hurt?