Again a little sister song moment. This song is meant to embody the feeling of addiction through the lens of a toxic relationship. the music and lyrics at the beginning are meant to encapsulate that. It can be hard to break through addiction and even if you know it's wrong it still "pulls" you back for more. this is meant to go along with "Quitting Time" since that is more about the idea of acknowledging that problem and actively taking the first steps into recovery rather than falling deeper and deeper in habits and vices for said habits. anyways I hope you enjoy this one I like it very much :)