Exits
by @sadloaf
Liner Notes
Doing some 1 hour song challenges on my own to get caught up. You can tell because the song doesn't make any sense lmao
Lyrics
Once the pillar has fallen There isn’t any getting it back Getting it back I held the world In my shaky hands And crushed it in my palms All I wanted was you gone
Once the edges have softened There’s no turning back The evidence for e everything against us I thought that I would have another chance at A degradation on my own terms but
There’s too much to hold on in my head I don’t know where I’m going next
Give in Your worst impulses can sing you like a chorus If it’s getting hot in here then You should maybe check your exits Give in Sublimated rage you’ve taken out on innocents Not to say that I am fully innocent I just think we should be looking for an exit
If the villain is honest you can give him a name You can recognize him staring in the mirror Your can change your conscience on a whim or You can stay the same Is it a really a wonder that I’ve got your name Inscribed across my back I wear you like a badge of shame Transmuting yesterdays
There are some things I left unsaid I’ll hold them in until my death My death
Give in Your worst impulses can sing you like a chorus If it’s getting hot in here then You should maybe check your exits Give in Sublimated rage you’ve taken out on innocents Not to say that I am fully innocent I just think we should be looking for an exit
I lost track I was at the threshold looking back But I never liked what I saw Or the act of looking at all I marked maps I was trapped inside topography but If you come and witness me I’m taking off I’m not so lost.
Give in Your worst impulses can sing you like a chorus If it’s getting hot in here then You should maybe check your exits Give in Sublimated rage you’ve taken out on innocents Not to say that I am fully innocent I just think we should be looking for an exit
the fact that you can make this in one hour is impressive beyond my current comprehension (i'm working on it) the rageful feeling of being trapped by your own self while also trying to hold on while it all keeps going (how do you stop if it keeps having a positive result when you don't fully expect it, what if you miss out on [doing?] something amazing?) - i don't know if that's the vibe that went into it but it's what i'm feeling right now. my own trapped brain may be coloring that (isn't art great)
still support you razing whatever you need to keep going for you. honk.