No Savior

by @connormacelroy

NSFW Challenge: PERSONAL SOUNDTRACK

Liner Notes

Lyrics

I feel so disgusted with myself I cannot be trusted with myself I'm a fucking disappointment I'm a fucking empty shell

I can't find the exit by myself I get so depressive by myself I'm a fucking basket case I'm the toy that wouldn't sell

There's no savior after all No redemption from the fall There's no savior after all No redemption from the fall There's no savior after all No redemption from the fall There's no savior after all No redemption from the fall I'm alone

Why continue to live And beg to forgive When I will never even be Good enough for me Let alone the bone I fractured on my own Leave me alone

Everyone's a fucking flake There's no one else who can relate I can only rely on myself To make my world a living hell Everyone's a fucking flake There's no one else who can relate I can only rely on myself To make my world a living hell

There's no savior after all No redemption from the fall There's no savior after all No redemption from the fall There's no savior after all No redemption from the fall There's no savior after all I’m so tired, I’m so small I'm anemic

I get paranoid when left to my own devices I'm a fucking animal with no surprises left I have no desire to live I have no intention to live

Don't apologize If you don't mean you're sorry Don't apologize If you don't mean you're sorry Don't apologize If you don't mean you're sorry Maybe I should take my own advice

There's no savior after all No redemption from the fall There's no savior after all No redemption from the fall There's no savior after all No redemption from the fall There's no savior after all No redemption from the fall I'm pathetic

Open up the wound I always pick my scabs I’m not rising from my tomb Open up the wound I always pick my scabs I’m not rising from my tomb I refuse

Is it just a clever joke That I’m too dumb to get? Am I supposed to laugh before I croak Or just have a coughing fit? Is it just a clever joke That I’m too dumb to get? Am I supposed to laugh before I croak Or just have a coughing fit?

There's no savior after all No redemption from the fall There's no savior after all No redemption from the fall There's no savior after all No redemption from the fall There's no savior after all Crippled insect left to crawl I can’t do it

I cannot fly amongst you all My wings are clipped, my engine stalled I cannot fly amongst you all My wings are clipped, my engine stalled I cannot fly amongst you all My wings are clipped, my engine stalled I cannot fly amongst you all My wings are clipped, my engine stalled I cannot fly amongst you all My wings are clipped, my engine stalled I cannot fly amongst you all My wings are clipped, my engine stalled I cannot fly amongst you all My wings are clipped, my engine stalled I cannot fly amongst you all My wings are clipped, my engine stalled

Comments

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Very relatable. I have the sad worry self loathing brain…it’s so much fun.

Really dig the music and the strained vocal delivery. It feels painful and intense which it should and the violin really works for me. Nice one. Love and respect

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