Last night you said I was lazy In the moment after a pause I took a breath in that little break. I felt a chill for this awful year I saw you floating through a tear I said at least I’m not a fake

You looked out the window and smiled Or you looked out the window and cried It was just like that day by the lake. Holding each other like we couldn’t let go But you said you didn’t remember I said at least I’m not a fake

The fire that always surrounds you So bright, so loud and so hot I thought I took all I could take. You left that night in silence You walked away without any fear I said at least I’m not a fake Sitting alone, I said at least I’m not a fake